I’m an alcoholic

This is my first attempt at blogging so we will see how it goes.

 Today I am filled with shame and sorrow. I am an alcoholic and recently relapsed. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. It has torn apart everything that is near and dear to me.

I have this bad habit of thinking I can do everything myself without anyone’s help. I do not know why I think this way but I do. I know that I will never maintain sobriety without changing this thought process. It will not come easily but it has to done. I cannot live like this anymore.